Tuesday, April 19, 2005
i'm pissed! here im wrecking my brains n almost breaking down because of my PI, there he(my father) is asking mi to do something(i dun wanna saY). n being alreadi so stressed up, i juz go "arh.. dun bother mi". n he goes "nowadays u r always giving mi attitude.. blahblah.. i shouldnt have ..." oh fcUk.. i hate you so much! y muz u gif so much problem. i have my own problems, dun think i can always help u. aRgHGh... im so stressed already. STOP STOP adding on to my stress!!!
Monday, April 18, 2005
some pics taken on sat when fifi, ily n i went to jurong east library to study.. YES! to study.. hee.
sOooo coLd! we r In e fuji ice palace!
yOo! we are n were saints!!
we r gOod gIrLs! we r studyinG!! look at e sHeLves behind us! ;)
~VanDaLisM! cOoL~
this time im writin coz i think that things have changed. the previous entry i wrote that my class is quite good. blah blah blah.. but now i think it's still good, but it seems like there are some cliques ard.. not very obvious one but somehow i feel it exist n i dun feel belong to any. =x that kinda makes mi a left-out. eeeeeee.... i dun wan tat!!!even at home, there's a clique. my two sis belong to one. they confide to each other but i dun n they dun to mi.. i dun noe wads happening to them. even when they are feeling low, i dun even realise or noe wads wrong, n end up unintentionally making things worse for them. SORRY!! but it's not my fault. they r in e same sch n they know each other friends so naturally they will have more things to say. i sometime feel like so xtra coz i dunnoe who dey r toking abt. n i feel that i n my eldest sis have some friction. maybe bcoz both of us r scorpions so we r alike in some ways n so we clash. i sometimes dun like toking to her.. hehheee.. but sometimes we can tok alot.haiazzzzzzzz... i seriously have a communication problem!anyway, im goin out later to watch house of fury with arina n dan. :) slow rite?? e show is like goin to end already. cant blame.. ari had exams last wk.. so no choice.i still have my PI to do. problem is i dun noe wat to do.. arhghghghh.....
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
today's e day for learning journey... ctg 122 is off to east coast park. manzz... i tot i'll be late but i was one of e earliest. waited for e rest to arrive before takin a long long bus journey to ecp. being already a lil' late, n e bus journey is soo long, we arrived late. ahahaaa... ate breakfast @ MAC n den started off e day at e beacH...played dOg n bOne, caPtaIn's baLl, zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3(some number guessing game). e penalty was to eat up some special concoction made up of stuff like wasabi, coke, m&ms, corn flakes, salt pepper sugar, veggies n tomatoes. it sounds kinda okay.. but when it's mixed together it can be really grosss... *yucKs* some was really bad tat our kind class rep decided tat it's inedible n throw it away. i was lucky tat i din get e privilege to taste it. twice, e guys beside mi got it. not mi.. *close shave.. pHew*after which, some went to roller blade which unfortunately i din noe how to n din dare to try to learn.. ooo.~~ *useless mi* so i went to join e grp playing pool. tried playin pool onli to realise my fingers r like so stiff. hahahh.. cant get them into position n my hands cant really support e stick. so -_-'''. nvm.. at least i got one or two balls in with some luck n helpp.. after tat, most of them r still roller blading, some went to rent bicycles. den jessica(being tired) wanted to leave so mi(having nothing to do), yuan ting, rodney n her decide to share a cab to orchard. rodney wanting to go back sck for cca. hhahaa... i skipped cca but magdalene also. like y should we go back when we r having so much fun, rite???anyway, i wanna meet up with monstarz n learn cycling/roller blading. can use e opportunity to catch up our lives n learn something. good ar.. but everyone seems busy. very hard to have an outing. oh shucKs.. n dere's no upcoming holidays .. so it's onli e weekends. haizz... wad a headache!!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
yo!! i've changed my layout. quite nice rite?? hehhehee... like e layout.. sweet n simple. catch a falling star. can someone catch a falling star for mi?? *yawnz* so tired doin e blog. gotta log off le. good nitex!
Thursday, April 07, 2005
heehee... forgot to update on my steamboat dinner. but it's over n im lazy to write about it. anyway.. juz wanna say how im getting in this new environment. well.. im lucky im in a class where it's easy to interact. cause everyone is friendly. no one is left out. so im not. haahah.. tutorials n lectures r on.. dunnoe y i'll nv fail to feel tired but i'll hang on. muz jia you! cannot slack. juz wanna say"IM KINDA HAPPY IN CTG 122!" but i still miss e old times with monstarz!n i hope it will remain liddat or improve much better. definitely not change for e worse. =P
Saturday, April 02, 2005
went over uncle dan house for steamboat dinner. yummy~ quite fillin though i din eat much. but had quite a lil fun .. his friends quite funni .. kolvis is cute!! i'm in lurve with his dogs. anyway.. so tired im goin to slp after this short entry. will update again tmr.. hahahhstill not really fittin in e sck .. quite ok with e class gurls but not e guys. haven spoke to em at all. but they kinda not interactive either so cant blame us. but e class guys not those nerd nerd one.. should be quite fun to hang out if we get to noe one another beta. but e class is still not quite bonded, as in dey will not hang out after sck. guess it takes time. e orientation on wed is not really helpful. ha.. it onli caused mi to fell n ended up with some abrasion on my knee. quite painful at first when it touches water but beta now. tmr got orientation finale from 8am to 8pm. crazy.. hahah.. tired so not goin.. wait tt mrs lim call mi, i sianz.. haiz..oh ya.. 13 in yj is not an unlucky no. but it's a quite gd-lookin bball player. n i think he's e captain. quite gd in bball too .. happened to see he play while goin to hall for height n weight takin durin pe. heeee.. a bit hua1 chi1 le. -=(^o^)=-goin orh orh le.... will update tmr if possible. cya n sweet dreams.
