Wednesday, July 20, 2005
AHHHHHH !!! i caN onLi dO thIS thRu hErE.. CAusE i LosT my VOICee... !! tOtaLLy ! wAhHAhh.... i cant Tok At ALL. wHo iS wIlling to bE my vOice??rEminDs mi oF cELinE dIOn's SOng : BEcAuse YOu lOveD Mi
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believedI'm everything I am
Because you loved mewHo wIll bE e oNE ??
i duNNoe hOW i lOSt it.. i still haVE it yTd wHEn i wEnt fOR diNnEr witH aRi. i aTE mEE Hoon KueH.. dEn wHEn i dRink e hOT sOup,, my thrOat fEels kInda buRnt.. but i dIN bOTher.. should Be bEcauSe it Is hOT.. bUT dEn this MorNing wHile wAlKing to e bUs-stop,, i fEel tHaT my THroaT is weIRd. i tRied to Tok bUT i cANt n i Was lIke tRyinG to fORce soMetHIng out.. daMN. i knOW my vOice is gOne, for a mOmeNt i tOt i beCame a MutE.. hahah... anYWay,, in sCh i coUldNT tOk n it's rEaLly haRd to cOMmuNicaTe.. bOoo! i caN only fOrce abit ouT.. DIe! luCkily gOT no ORal or i'll reAlly dIE !!anYwaY,, anOther iNCidEnt hapPened thiS moRning. i tOok 963 caUse i dUN waNna be late bUt i thiNk e Bus unCle dRove e wROng dIRectIOn. he mIssEd e exIt to wOodlAnds n dROve tO e Old wOOdlAnds. i waS woNdEring if 963 chAngE rOute.. hMmm... sO obViouSly i waS lATE.. hMph... so my nAme waS takEn doWn.. 2nd tIme.. i'll nOT lEt my nAme be TaKEn dOWn e 3rd Time.. i'll eiTher be laTer or EaRly caUse AfTer mOving hSe,, i woNt usE e BaCk gAte aNyMOre.. so CannOT sNeaK in.. hahahahaa...N .... im onLinE cAUSe im sUpPosEd to HAve a pW mEeTIng onLInE. bUT as UsUal,, aS i exPecTed.. nO onE's oNLinE.. xcEpt Kelvin but i GueSs hE's nOT onlIne for This puRpose.. wAdEVer.,, i'll juz haVe to Give uP thIS 10%. or mayBE haVing to RedO agAIn nXt yR.. SomeoNE says sHe's gOin bAck to kOrea so sHE dOEsnt nEed this 10%.. she's acTuaLLy dOing iT fOR oUR OWN GOOD !! YAR rIte ! i dUn SEe wAD shE's dOing.. wiTH no oNE dOIng ,, wAd caN I dO?? nOW i loSt my voiCe,, i Cant caLL n NO onE waNts TO call. mayBE i'll be mORe thIck sKin n aSk KElviN to Call.. ErghHGhhhh!!! *gReat ! kElvin iS not oNliNe aLReaDy..*
Monday, July 18, 2005
the purpose of this entry is tO COMPLAIN !!
ytd night, i wanted to slp early so that i can wake up early n not be late for econs test in e morning. buT wHen i waS abT to Slp @ 11, in e daRk, i saw sometHing bLack.. it sOrt of flEw to my bOlsTEr. e FirsT iNsEct to cAme to mY mINd is a COckROacH !! i quIckLy sWitch on e lIghts, rAn oUT to gEt my SPecs. wHEn i wEnt back,, e 'Thing' is GOne.. i was wOndEring if my Eyes wEre plAyiNG tRicKs on mE.. i fLipPed thRU eVErytHIng bUT thErE's nOThing.. sO i PreTEnd thEre's nOTHiNG n sWitCHed off the nIghts. i wAs aRrangIng e mEss i MAde dEn sOmetHing tOuchEd my FeeT. i TuRNed,, saW nOThing,, n wHEN i tURned bAcK... i saw e bLAck tHing. i dAShEd tO e lIGhts n wHEn i LOokEd aT it,, it's a GIANTIC COCKROACH on MY bOLSteR!! i CALled gRaNdMa n ASk HEr tO cAtcH it! hahhhaaa... sHE is nOT aFraId Of iT. bUT e COckrOaCh is so HYpEr acTive.. RuN aRound E rOom n GranNy haD to cHAse AfTEr it, eVen lIke lYing on e fLoOR.. i waS sTandINg on hEr bed scReamIng. it caN FlY,, maKing tHIngs Worse... it aLmOSt flEw sTraigHT inTO my fAce !! BLERGHGHGH..!! afTEr sOME tiRing cHAse,, gRanNy fINally cAughT it.. cLOsed e wInDows n i SwitcHEd on E aIR cOn.. bUT i sTIll fEeL uneaSy.. i rEfuSed to hUg my oWn bOlsTer. toOk it oUT to e hALL n REmovE e CovEr. i lay in bEd fEeLing so Weird.. lIKe soMEthinG is sTill DEre.. eEErg... n i sLEpt @ miDniGHt !! obViousLy i oVErsLepT.. reAchEd sCK 10 miNS laTE.. aLL BEcAUse of E sTOOPid COckRoaCH !!!! n WHY? ? muz be im not sUppOseD to SleEP tHErE.. it's ALICIA e bITch pLACE!! bOOO .. SIs,, if u r reaDing THis.. upDatE ur bLog wIth pICs HOR.. mUMMY aSk WhethEr e builDings r Tall ?? wHEtHEr the PlaCE is cLean ?? hahahaa.. n TakE picS oF e PpL, BuIldIngs n PLAcEs! sEE mUMMY is SO gEogRaphIC!!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
*coUgh CougH*
i'm really in a bAd StaTe noWadaYs.. since beIng siCk e prev time. it dIn sEEm to iMprove. fEvEr kePt cOming back. lIke on frI, afTer my PE n it raIned, i fElt sOO cOld n weaK.. wITh e sTrOng wind bLowing,, daMn.. i was shIverIng. dEN Went to See e NEw hSe n aTe dInner. cAMe baCk hM n i sLept.. wiThoUt chaNging my clOThes or bAthiNg,, dIrTY rIte ?! bUT i was SuPEr tIRed,, no StreNgth at All. obviouSly mUmmY ScOld.. i wOke up n reaLise iT's onLy 11 pluS. i Tot i sLEpt vEry long alreAdy.. anyway,, i miSsEd e 10pm shOw. mIsSed e exCiting pArt of the sHow.. waDevEr.. juz FEEling so acHing all oVer. nOW,, i still dUN feEl gOOD.. **BOOOOO**
SAT 160705 - BPGHS 45th ANNIVERSARY DINNER
weNT baCK bP foR diNNEr. saW mY FrIends. haD soME fUN.. bUT fEeling TireD mOst of the tIme.. dUnnOE y lIkE nOthing mUch to say.. bOOo!! SM GOh weNT toO.. dUNNOE invIte hIm fOR wad.. i thINk hE's boRed n sPEechLess by Our sCh's bEhaViour. it was so nOisy wHEn hE's gIvinG a sPeecH.. hOpelEssfRi 150705 - SIS DEPARTURE
wOKE uP eaRLy to sEnd sIs OfF @ e aiRport.. aRi caME baCK lAte Ytd sO cOuldnt wAke up.. as usuaL ! sHE's daMn bUsy lOR.. havINg to jUggLE bEtwEen so many thiNGs - wORk, studies, dANCE, daTing.. acTuaLLy lIKE lIhOng.. dUnnOE hoW thEY can StanD it.. anyWay wENt to the airPort.. Sis had tWo gRPs of fRiends to seND her OFF.. sOO sWEEt oF theM.. hEr pOly fRIends EVen sTAyed ovErnIght at the airPOrt.. sO thoUghtful.. hEr SEc/Jc fRiends caME tOO.. sO eARly n thEY bOThereD to cOME.. lIke waD mUmmY said, thEse R trUe fRiends !! YES! i aGRee. on the other hand,, i dIN sEE her fRIend goIng off with her having any friends to send her off.. kInda sAd.. i think if i'm goin oFf, i will be lIke HEr.. haiZzz... aNYWay,, i TOt i WOuldn't CRY.. but WHen we ReachEd e dEpartUre gaTe n Sis was HuggINg hEr fRiends n she Wept, mY tEars juz stARted to faLL.. Hhahaha.. mayBE i'll mIss HEr.. dUnnOE.... tWo daYs lE.. bUT dUn quiTe fEel e dIFf Yet.. ahhahaa... *SiS, dUn bE sAd hOR, whEn U read THis* bUt it's onlY Two days.. still early to tell. it's juz liKE shE gOIn cHalet n wE makE usE of tHIs oPporTUnity to uSe HEr sTuff.. HAHHAaahhaa.. i've started dOin jUz that !!! juz watched 'I'm not stupid' sitcom.. can u believe it? i cried.. so sad.. e guobin mum's got leukemia den he got 51 for his maths n he said that he let her down. but she say that it's okay.. den his teacher informed them that his drawing got second in an international competition.. but his mother fainted upon receiving the letter.. it's so sad.. i dun wan my mUMMy to fall sick because of stress from work n the three of us. MUMMY, pls take carE !!
Monday, July 11, 2005
*borEdDDd*lihonG bougHT hEr aDidAs jaCkeT alReadI !! so jEalOus.. bUt waD to DO.. ?? she gOT woRk, so gOt mOnEy .. i'm pRacticaLly brOke alreaDy. foRget it... ahHhhsuppOseD to bE DOing mY cHEm tYs but came tO prInt e EOM materials. but minE is lIKe 11 pages.. so i'll gO scH to prInt..
aH ShuCKks...!!! so bORed...
my block test results so far..
chem - 67 ( so unexpected .. better than my maths =x )maths - 61 :(gp - 30/50 ( suPer sHockEd. )i pasSed aLL n waS lIke e hiGhest in claSs so my friends thinK im super smart but... compared to other friends in other sch... maybe things r dIff. standard r afterall dIff.. i'm juz abit average. hahaaa.. juz okay okay onli..LAST WEEKafter YouTh daY hOls, i caME up wiTh fEvEr!! i measured n it's 38.8 degrees celsius. i thInk sOmetHIng's wRong wiTh e tHermOmeTer.. tOo hIgh.. anyWay, mAmA nOticed sOmethiNg wrong wiTH mi. covEring mySelf witH blAnkeT wHen it's sO hOt.. so she fELt my fOreheaD n it's hoT. sHE caLled my aUnt n bLaHahah... juz eat medicine rest wEll.. dEN mUMmy ask mi go oPposite n MaMa tOld aUnt n i tHInk auNt caLled MumMy to lIke say im sIck sHouldnt go oUt.. blLlaHAhhhah
thinking i was bEtTer, i gOt rEadY to gO scH on Tues . NO i was wRong. i dIn fEEl bEtter so i dIN go Sch n wEnt to sEe e dOctoR.. waS gIvEn twO daYs mc .
slaCked dUring e tWo daYs.. i Was sIck Okay ! but actUalLy i was abIt bEttEr on e sEcond dAy.. but siNce goT mc so.. hahHAa... fInalLy bAck to sCh on tHurS.. sToOpid 171 is sO bLoODy cRowdEd n i ForcEd my waY in. gOt sqUashEd at e fRont dOor.. dEn on e way, i fElt rEALLy tErRIbLE.. ExtRemelY. juz lIke gOin tO pUkE n fAint.. waS bReaKing oUt in cOld SwEat... wWaiTed tIll e bUs stOp @ SBAB n i sOrt of sTagGerEd my way dOWn.. sAT dOwn at e bus StOp.. but i wanNted to sIt on e fLOor.. sOOo unCOmfOrtabLE.. mY fAcE was REaLly paLE ( or ratHEr wHITE !! ) sat aT e bus stoP fOR qUite sOME tIme bEfORe maKing mY waY to sCh.. bUt i sHit fIrsT .. hahaa... rEacHed sCHh n cRaWled uP e sTAirs to foUrth fLoor n weNt to claSs.. exPlaineD to MRS lIm whY i wAs so Late.. (almost 40mins late) n ObvIouslY i wASnt lyIng, cAUse sHE askEd mI " R u OKay ?? u dOnt lOok gOoD " n i ansWered "nO.." lOokIng reAlly sICk .. dEN shE say jUZ reST a wHile..
i oNly aTtEnded lEssON tIll 1.30 dEN i lEft on e rEaSOn i waSnt fEeling wELl. hahaha...FRIDAYsKiPped Gp leSsons n wEnt to sCh at 9.10am.. lucKiLy my cLass was Late For EcONs lEctUre so hEeehEe... afTEr lEctUre,, mRs LIm wantEd to See e clASs for bEing lATe.. she also asKEd tHose wHo weRe laTE thAt mOrNIng to sTay BEhinD.. i saY i reaChed @ 8.45 am .. heehhee cheat abit.. dEn sHE sORta bLasTed aT e gUys foR thEir haIrstYle. KElvIN atTitUde hEr n SHe waS KinDa aNgRY.. sHE asKEd us TO staY bAck aFteR sCH (from 5-7) FOR mOnopOLy.. YEahHh!! plaY mOnoPOly.. yAR riTe ! acTUally toDay gOT sPot cHEck sO sHE tOT we wAnnA sKip Buti ForgOT la.. aNYwaY,, We lEft n sHE tOk priVAtely to KelvIN (whO i hEard mAdE heR cRY. dUNnOE is tRUe nOT =X) anywAy,, gOT cHInEse AO levEl oRal TOdaY.. mY fLu qUite bAD ,, voICe a biT weirD.. bUT anYway gOT tHru lA.. so fORgEt aBt hOW i dONE.. staYEd baCk to Wait fOR e mOnopOly gaME. hahah... sOmEthinG sOrtof haPpEN to SIyIn,, n SHi HUi CaSAn n MI aCcOmpanied HEr.. bUT im rEALly bAD !~ i DIn nOE hOW to cOMfORt HEr.. i sUXX.. i Was sO awKwaRd.. dUnnOE waD TO sAy.. hAIzz..z.. anYWay,, foR e pUnisHmentT,, we weRe gIven dRq n Mcq to dO.. bUT easy La.. so compleTed quite qUIckLy n WENT hOme.. QUitE cOOl dAt i ONly aTtenDed 2 days of sCH out of 4 days.. n THese twO dAYs aLso NOt fUll day... oNE day LEft eaRly, anOTHer gOT oral.. hMmm... if eVerytiME lIddAt gOOd LOR!!afTEr BloCk tEst on fIrst wK of scH.. nOw gOT mONday tEst.. sIIAnnannan!!!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
*bOOBoo*>>Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mS. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely<<
bOth Sis haVE gOne cLUbbIng at AcId bAr.. lEavINg mi aLL aLone aT hOme.. e Main iNtenTion is NOt tO clUb.. bUT to sEe a Band .. a baNd Tt mAkes AliCia gO gaGga... hahaa... shE jUz waNs cOmpaNy sO aRi is Off With Her & Dan of coUrse.. But wAdeVer..
e COmP is sO sUpEr lagGing .. plaYEd mOrrowiNd dEn jUz WenT sOtt... tHis cOmp caNt laSt lOng LE.. heheheee...
mY aUnt saId,, nOthing is PerManEnt.. YEs!! i aGreeD,, lOoK aT thIs cOmp.. it Used To bE Sooo GoOd.. But NOw ? Juz lIke waDs haPpenIng iN my Life nOw.. the Past Is nO loNGer heRe.. It's nOt e presEnt anYmOre.. e FUture Is uNceRtain.. a PErsoN caN cHangE sO mUch OvErNighT .. n mOstLy tO e BaD sIde.
