Sunday, March 27, 2005
fck! adults r juz so good in pissin off ppl. juz one cup of drink n dey can make a fuss out of it. oh damn.... n they can make things worse by sayin "children nowadays...". yar.. we're children nowadays. so it affects u?! damn. i'm never in a good mood these days.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
oh ! im so fcked up. by everything. so easily angered. wad's my problem?! shIt.. i feel so pmsy. nothing juz go e way i want. basically everything juz sux. manz...
anyway juz wanna tok abt thurs. left sch early n ate mac breakfast before goin nanyang jc to give my appeal form.*prays* watever.. i juz noe it will be .. argh.. dun wanna tok abt it. after that, i loiter ard as it's kinda early to go get ari's top frm lihong. so went to toa payoh central library to juz relax n be alone. right choice. so peaceful n really can be alone. sat on a sofa n read my 8days. den went to e audio area n dere is not a single soul. wrote down some thoughts, feeling n after a while i left for bishan. took e top from lihong. wanted to find her during her break but was kinda early so i left n walked round tat area dunnoe where to go. den got those nkf donations- buy some bookmark or cards. kinda ignore all of 'em, frm toa payoh to bishan. feel kinda guilty but dun haf e mood to stop n look at those. perhaps im like tat so my things dun go smoothly. shucks. sometimes i really hate myself for who i am. =X
wanted to leave n go home but for some reason dun wan to. so i sms ari n she suggested meeting her n go to uncle dan's hse.haha.. go dere n met klovis. so hyper active n kinda frightened mi for awhile. dunnoe wat to do with it. but after playing for awhile, find it nice. n when another dog conrad when let out of e cage(it's not toilet trained, so kept in dere), e two dogs will keep biting each other .. juz keep doin something to each other. looks so loving but both r males so -_-"'. anyway ari suggested bringing both dogs out n i was like so worried of this n tat cause i nv bring dogs out before. i keep saying what if ...? what if.. ? juz so paranoid if it gets away. but it's kinda fun n im not walking conrad but it is bringin mi. cause it kept on running more than walking. chasing after klovis. my.. so tiring. fun time. thanks ari for brightening up my day. *muacks* (^o * ) n uncle dan went to play bball on a 'scooter' those type tat was in e craze sometime back. it's so small for him. like it goes down when he sits on it. weird weird. n ari was like rambling n he say she's getting high. ahaha..
now tokin abt e dogs, i kinda miss em. i wan a dog. haha.. haiz.. i think im such a loner. blergh =p im crapping
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
what e hell does parents want? nothing is ever good enuf for them. doing so many things for them but forgetting to do juz one meeny weeny thing, they juz start to scold scold n scold. cant they juz let us off for once on e account of what we've done????! i know my results sux but u said what done is done so why r u still saying all these??! does it help? NO! it does no fcking help. what can i do? i noe, it's my fault that im getting such results. it's my fault cause im so Proud rite? it's my fault cause i doesnt study hard enuf. yes! it's all my fault. yar.. i wan this results . i love it so much. i wanna be a failure. i dun wan a good future. that's wat i want. r u happY??where should i go now? poly? e jc im posted to? it's no use trying to appeal. it wont help. shit! if i go jc n end up having to go poly after A'level, she will nag. if i go poly now, she will nag too. juz tell mi wat u want. no use telling me u wan better results. unless i resit but that's juz wat i can achieve. im not tat sMART as u think. this is my limit! i dun care wat others can do. i noe i cant achieve wat u wan. i hate it! i hate myself!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 14, 2005
ytd went cine kbox with lihong, peixuan, mabia, tingni. fun time singing but went in late so not enuf time to sing. gotta go agaIn.. so fun. after dat, went shoppIng but din get anything coz i dun wanna spend $$ unnecessarily. i wanna get my muvo2Fm but now sis say her friend queue OVERNIGHT last yr n cant get it so ... i was onli thinking of goin few hrs earlier. damn! my dreams r shattered. but still, i'm gonna try my luck. *fingers crossed*
fun tiMe
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im going to queue up early to get this @ $149. wait for mi, MUVO2FM!!
MUVO2 FM I WANNA GET!!
Saturday, March 12, 2005
ignore my prev post.. juz a moment of disappointment.
anyway, juz wanna post some pics ive made during my very free time. not very creative but im not a very IT person.
