♥I WANNA HOLD MY HEAD HIGH♥

Sunday, May 28, 2006

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6-bzXeyQiPw&search=mediacorp

ppl.. look at this !! is this girl really from yishun jc ?? omg!

It's never too late to change.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

coming back from jessica's bbq at ard 2245, seeing the house all dark, listening to linda's "ye xu", while answering granny's call, i just started crying. i dunnoe y. even as i type, my eyes r wet. i feel so weird. halfway thru the bbq, i started feeling out of place for one moment, den the next moment i was back again. there's just something in me that is making me sad. n i dunnoe what. sometimes i wonder, who/what is the real me ? sometimes, sometimesi feel really fake, like i'm wearing a mask n whatever i'm doing is fake. i dunnoe when i'm being real. i'm so confused. with all the things happening around me, not just in school, i'm thinking, what r friends ? who r my best friends ? who r there for me when i need someone besides me ? whose shoulder is there for me to cry on ? why is my life like that ? why am I like that ? what is life all about ? what are all the whats n whys in my mind ? what are the answers to my endless questions n doubts ? isn't it supposed to be a happy day today ? why am i feeling like that ? i guess it's just the loneliness i felt when i came home. perhaps it's because of the lack of warmth from the place i call home. perhaps it's the lack of love i should be having. or perhaps i'm just feeling sad. perhaps..........................................................................................

i feel so lost in this big big world that doesn't seem to be where i should be.

It's never too late to change.

Friday, May 26, 2006

back home not long ago. hoho. watched X-Men 3 at great world city. still or maybe more as exciting as before.. then had dinner at country manna. yummy!! that adds another day of pigging out. after that, walked at orchard for a short while n left for home. baking cookies at siew ee's hse was successful. our cookies smell so great n taste just as delicious. so proud of us being first-timers. quite happy to see the guys helping out too, but i think we girls are better at baking. if u try e cookies by the girls n the guys, u'll know the difference. but we all put in alot of effort. JESSICA, see how nice we are!!

anyway, watching another movie tmr. the da vinci code. though some say it's not nice but my uncle had long said that we shall go watch so ya, we're still going. lala.. having dinner too. so yes! once again, FOOD !!!

~at country manna~

~we r happy sisters!!~

~i wanna eat here. the place looks nice~

It's never too late to change.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Zzzz.. so sleepy.

ARTS FUSION
went to arts fusion today n ytd. youth aflame n rhythm of life. both were great in their own ways.

youth aflame
malay dance was very meaningful. overall it's worth watching. those who didnt go missed out the good stuff so too bad. ;p

today was rhythm of life. nice n entertaining performance by the chorale. i really like to watch e musical instruments part. i wannna learn too but haiz.. anyway, our teachers were fanatastic. so cool to see them perform.

n for both days, we binge alot. today we had prata. yummy!! tmr going to siew ee's hse. yeahH.. baking cookies. hope it will be successful.

forgive e incoherence coz im really sleepy but wanna blog abt these two eventful days. lalala...

It's never too late to change.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

LIFE's UNFAIR !!!

... school only started for TWO days and so many problems have surfaced. all i have to say is that life's unfair n girl-boy problem is not just between them but it affects the people around them more than themselves ... friendship can be so fragile when it comes to such matters.

n i've also not been feeling so good this wk. feel so moody for dunnoe why and i'm so sick of sch. can't wait for the hols to come though i know that after the hols, it will be SSOoooo near to A's. but still, HOLS pleassse come. been spending money quite often recently, whether for school stuff or not. i wan $$. hahaahah... $$ n hols, come to me ! =p

It's never too late to change.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

it's exactly one mth since i last blog. heEehhee. actually it's because something was wrong with the blog and i was too lazy to do something about it. thus it explains the long absence. finally today, i bother to do something n i decided to change the whole layout. n it's back to anime. this layout is sweet isnt it ? juz like e owner.

anyway, past two days were fun hanging out with the crazy ppl of 219. prata-ing and kbox-ing. pics can be found on mag's blog. i've also completed full house and it's so funny yet touching at times that my sis cried. lol.

three days break.. this month is so full of break but it also caused me to spend more. haiz.. n i have to spend 20 bucks to make my ezlink which i lost on my m'sia trip. ;( anyway, i kinda pack my papers on my table today. haha.. such a good girl.

For now, i shall let pics do the rest of the talking of how i spent the past one month.

we r the twins. (look at e clothes)