Thursday, June 29, 2006
boOohooboo...................................i just realised how stOopid i can be. i lost eight whole marks just like this. i tried the question again only to realised i can get the answer if i did it another way. what's wrong with my way of doing??!!! the whole maths paper is like "Huh ? what is it talking about ?" . i was practically breaking out in cold sweat and also literally breaking down too. the last 40 mins or so, i was like "hurry! faster! think harder!" but i ended up writing too fast and writing the wrong thing. =x the same thing happened yesterday. i think i know how to do a qns but i dun think it's the correct way and i left it blank. if it's correct, i should knock my head. i dun know why but sometimes i rather leave a qns blank than to write something that i feel is wrong. n it may end up what i think is wrong is actually correct. argHghh!block tests r finally over. it's over as fast as it came. but i dread getting them back cause i know how badly i'm gonna do.. perhaps what mr chung said was correct. it might be better to be the tortoise than the hare. i think i was doing quite alright in the first two terms.oh shuckS! to think that i said i wouldnt think back or look at the papers after they are over but now im reflecting.. it's all because of MATHS!! i din even bother discussing about econs or chem.! guess i put in more effort for maths n i really wanna do well for it..... :(
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
juz wanted to have a quick update of wat's up during the past 1 n 1/2 week. supposed to be mugging really HARD for blocks but as expected, i was more of slacking. couldnt complete much revising.. my grades r going to suffer as a results. haizz.. but anyway, i will continue to try to mug HARD for the remaining pathetic 4 days. omg!! it's so fast!! school's reopening.. wad e heck. i need a motivation to study~~!!
anyway, a new neighbour is moving in.. they r moving some furniture now. most prob is an indian family. it's going to be my first indian neighbour in my whole 18 yrs. haha.. seems so sua gu of me. but hopefully, they will be better than the previous group of noisy guys who nv fails to slam the door.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
sicksicksick...down with flu n sore throat. same as ari. n today my stomach is not giving me a good time as well. decided to see the doctor to get cough mixture so i dint go to school.
ytd, something happened that only made me feel worse than i alrdy was. i wonder what's in my head ? i cant seem to remember even the slightest thing. when mummy came home n she went to the kitchen, she was saying who left something in the toaster n it stinks. i went to take a look, only to realise i left a toasted otah in it for like 4 days ?! it had turned mouldy n it stinks. =S then everything started. she started complaining about us and how we don't help her to do some work, blah.. once she get started, we know we'll have no peace. she even said to throw away the toaster if the smell is still there and it's better if we dun have all these things. then we wont forget. and since we're lazy, den dun do anything. i know i'm in the wrong and i felt really bad but does she have to make me feel worse by including my sis in the scolding. for something that i did, she went on to unrelated stuff and scold them. can't she just spend a few minutes and think of some good things that we've done ? ari say we do help her but she said that it is only once. oh.. even when u r happy with us, u dun really praise or just comment us for what we've done. BUT when u r angry, u R really angry and whatever we do are just WRONG.
i need some time alone.. that's also why i din go to school. i've been kinda bad during these 2 weeks - turning up late and skipping lessons. haizz..
