Monday, November 27, 2006
witnessed an incident that made me froze for a while. dunnoe what exactly happened but beer bottles glasses were smashed on the ground, a man was holding a knife. den they ran somewhere else. it all happened very quickly. this are the details i can remember.
funny thing is what happened after that. the shop attendants simply sweep up the glasses and everyone was back to work - serving food, attending customers. was kinda surprised that they were so calm except for some customers who were quite shocked. but most still went back to their food. like us. shocked for a moment then went back to our seats to continue eating. i was rather petrified but din really show it. at that moment when the incident occurred, i almost cry from fear. =s and it's kinda weird that no one called the police except us, i think. r they not afraid the ppl might come back again ? n although the police came (only a small size female n a small size guy), they seemed to came for a while only. maybe it's a small case. hahaha.. but for me, it's the first time in my 18 yrs of life. this area is so 'happening' both good n bad.
my new drama that im going to watch - hua yang shao nian shao nu by ella and wu zun (he's cute!)
anyway, i had two first time today.
my first alcoholic drink - baileys irish cream at Aria Bistro + Wine Bar. it's introduced to me by lh. the first cup made by e female waitress wasnt good, it tasted just like milk so lh asked e manager to change it. and this time i can taste e alcohol but it's better coz i know im not drinking milk.

my first time at billy bombers. shared the seafood combo but it's not really great.
waiting for more first time to come~~!!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
http://www.xanga.com/onelitrean online translated version of one litre of tears.
i can only find the japanese version online. wonder y it's not translated since it's so popular.
Friday, November 24, 2006
just had to write down this quote from Ichi Rittoru no Namida aka 1 Litre of Tears.
People shouldn't dwell on the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now.actually there are many other meaningful quotes from this show but i just happened to take down this. i want to get the book but i can't find it online. maybe the jap version is available though. this is a sad show. it's true that human don't think of why they can walk and all those stuff that we can do easily in our daily life. but it's only when we are losing it that we realise how important it is just like we only know who is important to us when we lose them.
LIVE ON FOREVER..
Thursday, November 23, 2006
juz had some oreo cheesecake. yummy.. hey girls! i realised i like the base alot. hahha.. weird ar, though it's a lil bitter.
hey girls.. wanna go for chocolate fondue ??? my sis say there's an offer at swissotel. shall we go try? =p and it's time for us to shop for our prom night stuff when casan gets back.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
oOhhhh... korean & jap soundtracks r so nice.. it's so meaningful and sweet ! love them.
Stay - I'm a Fool
I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too.
I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because
I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because
I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.
I'm a fool
Because of my pride
I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I
still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...
Howl & J - Perhaps Love
I don't know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you
These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you
It's nothing.. it's just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love
If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me
I'm already inside of you
Just like you're inside of me
To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed
Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We've finally met.. finally found love
When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~
K - Only Human (1 litre of tears OST)
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we're waiting for?
In order to chase our dreams,
we can't have a reason to run away
We've got to go,
to that far away summer's day
If we find it tomorrow, we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on
In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails,
his tears glitter and fall
Even if we've grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further
As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

STEP UP is a great movie! the dance steps and everything is fab. u can easily groove to the hip music. it's a show worth watching. the show also talks about DREAMS. how the girl work towards her own dreams and how the guy achieve his. it makes me think of what's my dream. the girl told the guy that he must have a dream. something he wants to do. he doesnt really say it but deep down i think he knows he wants to have a future in dancing too. but i really dunnoe what i want. =(
but anyway, ytd was my birthday. casan, mag and siewee came down to my place to give my their homemade oreo cheesecake and my present - ayumi arena tour 2006 keychain. yess!! i wanted this. so once again, thank you! then pack my notes and everything but not yet done coz i went to amk with sis. when i came back, i had to prepare to go out. met lh after her exams and went to adidas before watching step up at cathay cineplex. after the show, it was already 11pm so we walked about and then went home.
happy birthday to me~~

MY PRESENT!

ME & LH

the quiet and empty road @ night

Sunday, November 19, 2006
yawnn~~
so tired.. not having enough of sleep these rew days. so weird. i should be having all the sleep i can have but no.. i slept at 4plus in the morning on fri but i woke up at like 10 plus in the morning! n i slept at 2 on sat and woke up at 9 plus today. isnt it so weird of me ??! normally i would have slept till like noon but now hahahah.. guess time is very precious now. muz enjoy every moment. went orchard twice within 3 days. one with casan n mag, den with lh. ]
headed down to orchard on fri with casan and mag celebrating our FREEDOM. hahahhha... guess what?!! we saw JONATHAN LEONG at taka's pepper lunch. though i'm not a huge fan of him but seeing him in person makes me change my impression of him a'lil. ya so those who wanna get a chance to see him can try eating there everyday. but not everyone's so lucky. ahhahahahh.. but singapore's a small place so ... shopped around but it's been ages since we've shopped and we were rather tired after a while. took neoprints but we were quite bad at it - both decorating and posing.
cranky us

had a tiring day on sat being sopia once again but i guess i enjoyed her company. from orchard, we head down to raffles then marina getting her stuff. ate at carl's jr. my first time eating that n it's really big!! both of us finished one whole meal by ourself and we r like bloated. i can puke even if u show me the most mouth-watering food. but it's yummy!! den we continue with her auntie shopping. first time that this girl is shopping in giant so happily. after that, went to esplanade where we sat for an hrs plus. our legs are so suan..! then we left for home. realised each time i meet her, i'll reach home after 12. hahaha..
today is family day. actually, it's only me and mummy. went to granny's hse den went to cwp. looking for sandals/heels/pumps but haizz... it's so hard to find. the footwears nowadays r so not to my taste. it's so hard to find nice ones esp those that can fit my broad feet!! den mummy actually decided to eat at pastamania. i was like "aiya,, u also dun eat pasta" but she say she likes, so we settle dinner there. after that, 'shopping' at ntuc for my salad ingredients. hahahah.. i want to go on a healthy diet!! i'll be at home for so long so i should stack up on more food since im so lazy to just go downstairs.
mummy enjoying her spaghetti

there are so many things i want to do!! let me list some of them out. (not in order of priority)
1. DYE hair
2. buy clothes, clothes and more clothes
3. buy sandals/heels/pumps
4. buy accessories
5. watch lots of movie/dramas that i missed over many yrs
6. read books but i dunnoe what
7. meet up with sec days friends
8. body massage (hahah. was talking abt this with lh the other time. she say we can go when i
earn $$)
with so many things that i need to BUY, i need $$. the only way to get it - WORK. that is a big headache for me. i have nv worked before so i dunnoe what i can do. but with prom night coming up, dressing up and everything else needs $$. i really need a job or else where am i going to get the money ??! but then,, i dun want to work so soon.. arGHHhhah!!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
let me tell all u guys a secret!!
"I'm FREE!!!!"yess!! after 2 yrs of concept, keyterms, supporting statements, in chem, demand and supply, deficit, govt intervention, in econs, probability, intergration, in maths. i can finally say goodbye to my beloved and precious notes. it's now playtime. i cant believe that i've actually completed my Advanced Level examinations. it's like i just ended my O's ytd. soon,, i'll be moving to the next phase of my life. but for now, i don't wanna think anything about it yet. i'll let my hair down and enjoy life to the fullest, making up for the lost fun in the past 6 yrs (secondary n jc). it's always been studying and studying. but now, hahahahhha... the break is so long, at least 5 mths ?? talking about fun, it's time for me to go prepare.. going out soon. cya peeps!!
is my blog nice except for those huge words ( i dunnoe how to resize them, hahah)??? i'm going crazy over GOONG! the nicest kdrama that everyone is addicted to!!