Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i'm super duper pissed!! i hate someone by the name of S********!! it even makes me hate the brand. how can someone with such a 'branded' name be such an ass****. he really makes my blood boil. and like my sis say, he makes my hair even redder than it is. AHHHHHH!!!!!! the ppl there r nice - the receptionists, golfing ppl and other ppl who i dun work with like casan n mag's collegue. they are so friendly. even the two new guys who juz came over from golfing, though i only talked to them once but so far they're ok. YET, the one who is supposed to be my partner and i'm supposed to get along with is THE ONE i'm pissed with and nv really talk. come on, u're working. u cant keep changing shifts for some plans that u have, like i dun! i have my own life too, ya know! if u really have something so impt, let me know. we sort of had a war over sms, technology is sOOOO advanced, just sms-es can make someone so angry. he dint reply my last sms so i guess he's going straight to the person in charge of us. be my guest! he's the only reason now that's making me think of quiting. at first, i'm thinking of quitting because i'm not learning anything and it's kinda bored but then with all the nice ppl, good pay=) and adaptation, i changed my mind and think it's not that bad with the nice n funny ppl there. but now, with all the arguments, i so want to quit after my first mth. BUT i know i muz control myself and not make any wrong decision on impulse. it's not worth quitting just because of some ppl. there will always be some bad things at work, so i must REN!!! why am i so unlucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now i'm so fed up that i can't stay calm. i just want to shout out loud and let go. haIIIZZZZZZZZZ to think i was happily shopping ytd and today .....
life is so unpredictable. just like what happened to the taiwanese star, xu weilun. i really feel so sad that she just left like that. no last words for her loved ones, no chance to just say goodbye. her death is really creepy with all the coincidence to her book, her show and the deathnote ad.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
boredom!!! sat in the office since 11am and it's already almost 4pm. dan n yang program is coming up. =x
officially starting work tmr and it's gonna be 3pm-11pm. at least it's better than 7am. so let's see how it goes tmr..
back to my stoning. think i can be a stoning queen.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i really nEED a JOB !!!! i think i'm the only last person without a job. wth! it's not like i dint went out to find. i did ! but no one wants to employ me. damnit. im super duper pissed trying to look for a job.
*sorry for the massive display of boots/heels. they r so beautiful. i WANT THEM!!!
(MAG!!! how can u go to taiwan and not come back with beautiful boots???!!!)
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIHONG!!
~chilling out~
Saturday, January 06, 2007
had a fun time ytd with the obs grp. met up for steamboat at marina bay and realised how some guys can REALLY eat. my class guys are not the biggest eater. anyway, after the long dinner, someone suggested walking to marina square. GOOD idea ever. walking in the dark(waiting for THEM to pounce out from the grasses) and worst is walking in the wet grass which made casan's legs itch. they can even say training/obs. pleaseee... i dun need any training. im not going for NS. but it was a really fun walk though. the guys r real crap. they have like so many racist jokes which of course i cant say it here. they can be very 'good' lit students with all the inferences that they made from some sentence that doesnt really mean any harm or suan-ing. when we reached marina square, we were deciding between movie/bowling/pool. in the end settled for 2 games of pool for the guys before watching ONE LAST DANCE. this is the BEST decision for the day. the show is so for the highly intelligence. for the first one hr plus, we had no idea what the show is about. i n casan struggled to keep awake. we were so sleepy after the watching the guys at pool and dint really want to watch at first. at the end of the show, it says: "希望你们不了解，因为这不是我的故事，而是我的歌" (quoted from casan). wth!!!! i cant stand it. what a low cost production is this. quality really does come with $$$. the storyline sux!!! the effects r nice but this is not enough. anyway, after the show, we managed to get a cab which the uncle is so nice to fetch all 5 of us. the uncle is so funny. saying we shouldnt have watched this show and blahblahblah... even a cab driver knew. we muz be really dumb to watch this. but at least had a great time! hanging out with the 3 guys r much better than hanging out with our class guys(though xy is our class guys. hahah)
